söndag 30 juni 2019

Im hare when a mouth smell diffrent.
Triggers. Oor speciall parfyme.
Im had jumps Up and down Whit loud.
When someone screems outside it against me . Im started to cry Whit movies or something remember me of good Times or specielly happie moments…
sometimes when i whent out im could not whent by places or peapol whitot My mouth hanging down.
When im home . Hade hard to se freat cam or pistols or even some Times what me remember of a Times in rape. Whit benen hard to talk about. Specelly when someone drag that Up.
It took  my living life from me. When it starts Whit fight and fly My respones get overloud. And could be Hard to handle . Sometimes om think back in a Good person. That make me litel bit calmer. Ptsd of days.
I had One days of shaking in bodys Evert day and throug Up every tving an eat. A had sikkness att everyone. /)  / When im started calm down Body benen better, try to för something better of days. / Hade hard event when i was younger .   and sometimes when something fint feel ok My stommy is distroyd.of fear. My Brain know sometimes fear and serius benen throug. And so.. / but When it cames again .  When in started to loose My memorie not once time. Twice allredy from childome and know. THE bad days and THE best is to reamber someone in the stummie.
Days go by. When in was in hospital and it started to take foorms litel bit before hospitol. I get out and took a test om hostipol. Nerulogica test and so in. Ptsd . My memorie consentration is not so it could been. /
From later woork om get out and started Whit small things.
I get home and been qwiet att home. Stod om My toes when i walk in in home. Never been heard not even to nabours. IF they could hear me Whit music in sterio or some things that could be ok. Im get jelld at .
Im havet allso Hard Whit stamps when someone stamps Hard in flore.. /) so in lived. And even stand in chitzen to do food. It could started a fier.. /) so later an stand Whit food . Allmost evrey Day. /
But bee jelld at or something is hardest to trigga me. /) Ptsd days. /)

Klausafobi utv

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